ha.  coincidently, i was going to write a post similar to his. haha.  i am all flushed in a hot flash because of it. it’s rare that a coincidence makes me all physiologically hot.  my back is sweaty!!!!!!!  i’ll just repost it:

Lord, I want to lift up all my relationships, that in each one, there is a triangle,

with me and the other at the two points at the bottom and you on the top, that my heart chooses to become closer to you, that their hearts choose to become closer to you, so that in the end, we are together with you. Even though it sometimes becomes convenient to cling to each other at the bottom, remind us that staying at the bottom limits any growth in finding you.

Lord God, help me to seek you in all those I claim to love, that my love becomes less of the me and more of you. The more I seek you, the more I find you, the more I find you, the more I love you. In Jesus name, AMEN.

this holy week and pre-holy week, my theme is friendship, in particular: girl friends.  it’s funny when you just take the time to get to know someone your whole impression evolves into greater beauty.  i always try to see the beauty in everyone i encounter so learning more about someone is a plus.  also, i’ve been reuniting with old girlfriends, just pleasant to know they’re always there to make you laugh or listen to you rant, without a trace of judgement but full constructive criticism.   i love my girlfriends.  

i love catching subliminal messages.  it’s my favorite thing to notice from my favorite.  i finding that this lent, and our lenten promises, it’s been a whirlwind.   and i never doubt the endless and constant individual growing within that will continue on, were always gonna keep falling and learning… thats the beauty of suffering, the learning. learning inevitably leads to happiness.. if you take the time to see the intricate details.  if this is what You want Lord, so be it.  i will no longer take control but control my sight fixated on You :) 

Easter has always been my favorite holiday.  Now i shall continue this holy week in complete solemnity in our Lord’s death and rising.