so blessed i am indeed.  this WHOLE passed week, although it seemed as though it was all about me, it was never, it was all about Him.  I praise you Lord for guiding me through my nursing career as rocky as it was, praise you Lord for granting me another year to celebrate the life i honor to solely serve you, i praise you Lord for allowing this weekend to follow with NCRC and allowing me to experiencing and share Your everlasting presence, to learn from, to gain so many memories on this fine memorial weekend.  I could have spent my birthday weekend in so many other, typical ways but I knew You led my plan to celebrate it with You.  You can not experience miracles without experiencing the ridiculous.  You must abandon yourself in the arms of the Lord and entrust in His majesty.  Don’t attribute to God the limitations and weaknesses of others.  Face Him, trust Him, the more you trust the more you heal. 

tbc