Collective thoughts when I feel empowered by the Lord

Try something new with assertion. Put all your worries, doubts, anger, grudges, hate, happiness, surprises, joy in front of the Lord and say, “what do you want me to do?” Take all this as a blessing, for it WILL make you stronger, it WILL lead you to where God wants you to be. Do not stay stagnant in an abyss or in your excitement. Use this as a surge of energy igniting your flame to do His will. Do not do acts of temporary pleasure or speak ill thoughts to alleviate your troubles, it will only satisfy the evil one, only God’s love can ever bring you at ease. Examination of conscience and acknowledge nobody is to be let down when you put your ENTIRE trust in the Lord. Complaints will dissolve, confusion will turn clear, and misunderstandings will soon be understood. I am for you Lord, I give up all this weight and want you to push me in my thoughts, actions, and use me as a tool to be an example of you everlasting comfort. I no longer want this heavy heart. I no longer want static invading my thoughts. I no longer want to know what will happen next, for i know You alone are certain, You will always be by my side. I am here to do Your will, I choose not to stay inside, bring me to out and to a standing, I want to walk with you. Let my feet guide me to spread your grace, let my hands call forth your people, let these arms comfort and hold the needy, let my mind my words my voice sooth through your spirit. No longer is it about me. It has always been about You. I am Yours and You alone is all I will ever need. Nobody will ever make me content as You do.